Other people are excited, as though they were at a parade. I alone don’t care, I alone am expressionless, like an infant before it can smile. Tao te Ching I had to guess what day it is for the title, because it’s been a while. I’m not sure exactly how much time has passed. […]
Tag: COVID-19
Say hello to your favorite God. In Person.
The Master keeps her mind always at one with the Tao; that is what gives her her radiance. Tao te Ching Most of the nation is in lock-down. That means something. To everyone. Not just to those guys over there who seem kinda sketchy anyway. Not just for old people. It doesn’t skip over […]
Your ignorance is a virus. Facts are antibiotics. They won’t cure you.
Do you have the patience to wait till your mud settles and the water is clear? Can you remain unmoving till the right action arises by itself? Tao te Ching I’m taking a short break from journaling my stories of surviving the lock-down with my husband to talk about antibiotics. Because the ignorance is […]
Day 11: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
We join spokes together in a wheel, but it is the center hole that makes the wagon move. Tao te Ching Yesterday we ventured out of the house, INTO the heart of the zombie apocalypse. While traffic was definitely thinner than usual, I was surprised not to see the empty streets I expected, replete […]
Day 10: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
The Master stays behind; that is why she is ahead. She is detached from all things; that is why she is one with them. Because she has let go of herself, she is perfectly fulfilled. Tao te Ching Charlie went missing today. Obviously not TOO missing. There are only so many places he can […]
Crying is stupid. So am I.
The Master leads by emptying people’s minds and filling their cores, Tao te Ching I am experiencing some weird sort of hormonal reaction to quarantine+general fear. I am at the point where I tear up at everything on the TV screen. It’s like when I was pregnant. I swear to Zeus. Exactly the same. […]
Day 9: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
Yet mystery and manifestations arise from the same source. This source is called darkness. Darkness within darkness. The gateway to all understanding. Tao te Ching “Can we watch something normal tonight?” I looked at Charlie, trying to decide if I should point out the narcissism of assuming that what I like to watch is […]
Day 8: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
In which I journal my experiences of being trapped in a house with my husband all day and all night. Every day. Every night. Practice not-doing, and everything will fall into place. Tao te Ching ————————- Charlie Doesn’t Listen Let me digress before I even start. It’s important to start this entry with […]
Day 7: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
Empty your mind of all thoughts. Let your heart be at peace. Watch the turmoil of beings,but contemplate their return. Tao te Ching I walked into the room to hear Charlie talking to himself. This is not unusual. Despite his tendency to clam up around other people, Charlie is his own favorite conversationalist. Those […]
Day 6: Journal from the Edge of Survival (COVID-19 Shelter-in-place Diary)
If you don’t realize the source,you stumble in confusion and sorrow. When you realize where you come from, you naturally become tolerant, disinterested, amused,kindhearted as a grandmother, dignified as a king.Immersed in the wonder of the Tao, Tao te Ching I want so badly to write about something quirky or kooky that Charlie did. […]
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